March 1

1st March
Dear diary,
Well, yet another day has passed without anything to ornate it. Just another dull day, why is it that my life is not so happening?
I spent some time today gazing up the stars. Oops sorry, my intention was to gaze up the stars but it was cloudy.. I think it is going to rain at night. I suppose that will be nice. Thinking about all these heat. That is another thing I wanted to tell you. Can u feel it? Or are you yet another dumb book? Hmm... Anyways, I was talking about the heat nah? Hmm, the sweat from my head is trickling down, by the side of my ear, finding its way down the sides of my neck, between my breasts down to my tummy and plush... it is falling down or getting absorbed to my tee shirt. Yuck!! And yeah, I’m so smelly. How I hate the heat!! I just hope the summer won’t last long... well, what a dumb hope!! It has just started... the stupid summer is all through April till may... fuck!! I really hope I have my own fan. Now I have to share the fan with another. And even I try to keep my pedestal fan steady but the stupid thing broke down last summer and now it works only in the swing mode.
Last day I was embarrassed in front of whole class because of the stupid heat. I was all so sweaty wherever my backpack touched had to put the bag in class and then go out of the class again to give Prince his prayer beads (he was my classmate and it’s another big story). Damn it but my dress was light cotton and I had no chemise under that... and i was semi nude in that dress... life just so fucking sucks at times. Actually it’s the summer that sucks.phew..... That was a hell lot of swearing my part... sorry God... but it’s so damn not fair.
Then about the rest of the day. Had a very wholesome breakfast and lunch (yeah, yeah... considering that I am at a hostel... I think you get the point.) and therefore devoured on the glass of milk with boost in the evening. Went for paediatric posting. That was fun. Considering I got to play with kids whole morning... gee... tricky afternoon. With a pathology hour through which I mostly slept. And then pharmacology seminars during which I read tee novel. ‘truly, deeply, briefly...” it was just so godamm funny. I enjoyed that novel sooo much...
My plans of studying are not much working. Really... hmmm... i have got just one more month for thr final averages.
Then my regular prayers... “God, help me get over him... its not logical not going to happen and completely nonsensical”
Ps: i gave everyone in my contact list some names from pharmacology text book,heehee... i named him adrenaline... of course that just means to me... well... he sortta perks up my sympathetic na? In every way? ;)
With love,
Me...